To Be or Not To Be

That is the question. To be or not. Do we deserve to be? Do we? Look at the state of the world we are in. Everyday it seems to get worse...due to the hidden information that is now being revealed....since the early 1990's really, previously hidden information has been coming out in droves.

Information about our government, information about behind the scenes activities too horrible to imagine. It's all coming out, and it's all true.

So what to do? Keep on with it? This thing we call "civilization"? I think not. The recent Scottish establishment paeodphile ring is nothing new. We've long known of the Franklin cover-up, the Boy'sTown scandal, the Catholic church scandal...Cardinal Law here in Boston was sent to the Vatican, where he got a promotion! Bush senior was running gay-porn parties at the White House...and people brushed it aside. It's as if we are asleep. The Belgium chlld sex ring also has been on the net, and I remember watching a few years back, at a Bush Jr. press conference...a Chinese woman screaming out, "They are killing us for body parts!"....and she was dragged out of the room. Probably arrested, yet what was done about her accusation? It was true, someones in the Chinese government have been imprisoning, murdering and selling body parts of a certain religious sect.

And now, we see a certain sect of Rabbi's ensconsed in the same thing...and those who dare speak of it are labeled and worse. Haiti...kids being stolen and sold? Organ parts sold there as well?

Iraq? Afghanistan? The poverty in America?

Yes, the most horrible things you can imagine are going on as we speak. Unhindered for thousands and thousands of years. Kept secret and in the dark. And those who speak out are killed, sent to prisons, liquidated.

So I really have to wonder...do we deserve to be?

It's not at all what my parents would have imagined. And my grandparents? Forget it....they would not recognize this place, this state we are in. Of course it was all going on back then too....but who knew! Only those perpetrating and those suffering. But we know now, and so what are we going to do?

Just like 9/11. It hurts at my soul. And it's the key to unlocking the whole door... For if we come to terms with what has really happened....we will never be the same again.

And so, as we come to the froth of whatever is going to boil over, I will be asking whatever power that is...make us better, or let us go. There comes a point when a species has outlived it's usefullness or its priviledge to be here. And unless something drastic happens to change us as a species, who needs us? Really?

I'll end this with a passage from the diary of Admiral Richard Byrd, which he wrote about his incredible and mysterious trip to the North Pole where he encountered a race of beings called the Arianni. These are the words of The Master:

"Our interest rightly begins just after your race exploded the first atomic bombs over Hiroshima and Nagasaki, Japan. It was at that alarm ing time we sent our flying machines, the "Flugelrads", to your surface world to investigate what your race had done. That is, of course, past history now, my dear Admiral, but I must continue on. You see, we have never interfered before in your race's wars, and barbarity, but now we must, for you have learned to tamper with a certain power that is not for man, namely, that of atomic energy. Our emissaries have already delivered messages to the powers of your world, and yet they do not heed. Now you have been chosen to be witness here that our world does exist. You see, our Culture and Science is many thousands of years beyond your race, Admiral.' I interrupted, 'But what does this have to do with me, Sir?'

The Master's eyes seemed to penetrate deeply into my mind, and after studying me for a few moments he replied, 'Your race has now reached the point of no return, for there are those among you who would destroy your very world rather than relinquish their power as they know it...' I nodded, and the Master continued, 'In 1945 and afterward, we tried to contact your race, but our efforts were met with hostility, our Flugelrads were fired upon. Yes, even pursued with malice and animosity by your fighter planes. So, now, I say to you, my son, there is a great storm gathering in your world, a black fury that will not spend itself for many years. There will be no answer in your arms, there will be no safety in your science. It may rage on until every flower of your culture is trampled, and all human things are leveled in vast chaos. Your recent war was only a prelude of what is yet to come for your race. We here see it more clearly with each hour..do you say I am mistaken?'

'No,' I answer, 'it happened once before, the dark ages came and they lasted for more than five hundred years.'

'Yes, my son,' replied the Master, 'the dark ages that will come now for your race will cover the Earth like a pall, but I believe that some of your race will live through the storm, beyond that, I cannot say. We see at a great distance a new world stirring from the ruins of your race, seeking its lost and legendary treasures, and they will be here, my son, safe in our keeping. When that time arrives, we shall come forward again to help revive your culture and your race. Perhaps, by then, you will have learned the futility of war and its strife...and after that time, certain of your culture and science will be returned for your race to begin anew. You, my son, are to return to the Surface World with this message.....'

Of course, Admiral Byrd was ordered to keep silent about this extraordinary message, and he did. But we have it now. We have it and when will we heed the warnings? That is why this nuclear agreement between America and Russia is a big deal. It's a sign of something...of what I don't know. But nuclear energy..the atomic bomb...it is a potent force perhaps not meant for mankind. And it is quite possible that the Arianni and other advanced species are finally being heeded by our leaders. As it is said that we have been in contact with them since President Truman.

I will continue to be positive in my heart, because that's what my intutition tells me to do. I just can't shake the feeling that something very very good is going to happen, despite all the horror. As is said, "God works in mysterious ways"...and whatever power it is that controls this Great Mystery has something spectacular in mind. Of that I feel certain.